Yesterday at work ,I was having my 1st day of mens .The cramp ,sucks like fuck .Fish was like "ummm ,kau ok tak ?tk pena kau cramp gini" .So during break ,I sat beside Isha & my body was aching .Ask isha to massage my shoulder .After a few picit2 ,i remembered smthg.
because u used to massage my body every month so I wont be having bad cramps when my
period comes . That answer fish's question.
& last night ,I was in my room writing in my blue diary when a flying cockroach appear /Fuck.
Fucking big flying cockroach.
I might sound like a baby ,ha ha I ran outside & cry .I went inside again & it fly again & I ran
outside & cry on the floor .My brother is like ,no use uh ask for help .I seriously almost wanted to call u .because u alway kill the flying beetles in my room for me & put me to sleep .Instead ,i took my pillows & bolster & slept outside .& at that point of time I dont know if im crying cus of the cockroach or because I want u there w me.
Hey ,because I still have a heart .Its ok ,I wont tell that bitch anything .Because im just a smallpig ,not a monster .Because u never taught me to do things like that .Because im ana.
Im gonna miss you you miss gonna Im .especially those big hugs ....but I ve got T.I ,nelly ,50cent bow wow & pharell so I ll be fine .As alway .Everybody knows but nobody really knows how to make it work ,or how to ease a hurt .I cant believe u ve found somebody else but I wish u the best ,I guess.
I love amirin & I know he loves ana too.
so this is my goodbye.
goodbye baby.
& im falling sick again .Walaouwei ,instant chicken porridge?
p s to guys going gaga over Megan Fox ,this is for korg .Megan Fox was a male :)