This was way back last year .Yas Fish & me .Sleepover .Ya I know my belly piercing is below .Actually back then I have 4 belly piercings ,on each side .But I took out all 3 & leave my favourite one alone.


Me tired .Me went to family chalet right after closing yesterday .Me sleep for 3hrs .Me tired.

Tmr is another day.
Another day.



I need my cider & my king robert.
I want my cider & king robert & coke
& lighter & my sleeping pills.
:(:(:(:(:(


Found this.


to rohana:
take a step back, look what u re doing. think whats best for u.
but i swear i ll always be right here if anything happens.
i know im in no position to say anything.
but........ stand up for yourself abit, just abit.
remember those words, u said that to me.
its because of those words im still here.
love u na :)


fishy fishy fishy :(
I dont think I should have said all those words
because I myself have no clue what im doing right now.

Each time Im accompanied with someone ,my heart will be screaming mad
to tell & just tell & let it all out .But my mind ,it stops me from everything.
My mind tells me a different story & I chose to follow what my mind says.

My body breaks down after that 7 days straight of polluting myself w liquors all
alone by myself .Its not emo ,im just tired & fucked up messed up hai ho up
whateve fuck I didnt want anybody with me .I didnt cry I didnt think of anything.
I just drank .with this little kitty beside me .Kinda like running away &
make me just stop thinking for awhile.