SKINNY.
I miss sneaking out of my room right after u went to work at 7am in the
morning to go check out ur cookings for the family today.
Usually ,i ll wash up & eat straight away cus I can't resist then go back to bed.
But now ,since u rent that stall & quit ur previous job,
u've been neglecting ur duty to provide sufficient food for the family ,or 4 this case its
neglecting me ?I can like ,not taste rice for as long as 3 days .Because everytime u come
back from work ,i'll be rushing off to work .& if u bring the leftovers
from ur stall ,it ll be like ,sigh .Its been so long since I saw rice inside
the rice cooker .My stomach is making noises most of the time now.
mama ,ur littlegirl is getting skinny .Please takecare of her.
enta ..macam pilih kasih gitu .It have alway been like this right ?Im alway
the least amg them .I learn to deal w it throughout my 18yrs of living .just
sometimes ,it gets into me ,like right now.
Since I used to have an angel who makes sure I have something to eat everyday &
make sure im not hungry ,its been hard ,cus that angel flew away & I have no one to
really complain & whine to .So I havta takecare of myself & I didn't know finding food is that tough ,especially when ure left with 15cents.
annana's sleepy.
for the first time.
at 5.02am.
Ugh ,make up still on.
Saturday, June 27, 2009