Bile rambut aku pendek ,aku feel the new aura all over .Tenguk la ,dulu badan aku at least ade isi .Sekarang aku skinny finny macam french fries .Tapi aku still ok ah sebab aku takkudut beserak .hha ha hah aa ..tak tau diam.
I am tired .I am penat .My body kesian .I was so fly ,I think I self-abused myself .I ve got some
bruises & blueblacks on my legs & my two hands & arms macam sakit & there's a scratch on my left ear .Lucky thing ,I didnt fell on my butt like I did some time ago in the lift which makes me cacat for the next three days cus I cant sit .Hah ah aha hahaa I can be in jackass.
Aving very bad habit of hunching .Becoming hunchy hunchy.
hello fish .ha ha .I want to give u a speech .If its cheesy I dont care ?But like;
thanks eh .For all the things .For being there in the cab .For hugging me like
a sister when I finally breakdown .For shouting at me & make me shut up .For
treating me to a buffet just so I can eat more .For accompanying me at home when
I was sick & sad .For buying me my fav sushis when im sick .For giving me the best 18th
birthday .For making me feel better & calming me down with those msges
which makes me fall asleep .For replacing my chippy necklace when I called u crying
cus I lost it after that big fight with him .For texting me & making my mornings after
my bad nights .For standing up for me when he ditched me .For
tolerating my stubborn self .& seriously,for shouting at me & make me
shut up .because when I look at u at tt point of time ,even when I was fly ,I can
see thru ur eyes that u care ,so much for me.
Lastly ,for alway being the only one I see when I turn around & lastly lastly ,for alway
forgiving me even when ur so very disappointed .I know I've disappoint u twice .When I
said im clean after turning 18 but not & that night :(
Its like ;ur the dopest kickass kid I've ever known .And im ever so grateful to have a friend like
you :)I can`t wait to get on the road with our sparks .I can`t wait for us to grow up & we`ll
go travelling all over the world with the rest of the girls .I love this friend of mine no matter
how screw up u can get sometimes .But during times like that ,u knw i ll be there the most ,whenever & whereever .I will kill all the faggots .K not exactly kill ,but i ll make u feel safe & ...ahh our friendship is made up from alot of fucked up shits that we ve
been thru ,so u know I know.
Me love fish :)I repeat eh ,me love fishy :)
One thing ,after 5 years of knowing u ,I wish I can see my buddy
here stop holding a ciggie stick .Like ,Even if they say smoking is nothing.

Love ,na :)
Sweetnight ,fish :))
p s u alway say u dont wanna make it sound like u ditched me ,but looking at it & me being the
one that found out abt evrythg ,dont u think u just 'ditched' me?
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