sketches.= .Well ,for this week ,7 days ,a quarter of a month ,im just breathing to pass
the time.
Its difficult finding friends when ur not a kid .Im just hoping that my friends ,we don't have to part because its gonna be hard moving forward .I've known u throughout highschool & they say people change every 5 years .If ever we could compromise ,or u could at least see what u've become .I can't change a person but hey friend ,I miss miss the gawky old u.
I was craving to let go just abit cus I've never been this hectic ,in terms of sch that is .So I drag amirin & since im 18 ,obviously ,u guys should know what im gonna do .& guess what ,I wasted the whole of it .My tummy couldn't take it I don't know why .Even when its with lemontea & redbull .I was frustrated ,no .disturbed .why why why .I forced myself to vomit even though it was nothing cus I just don't feel good really .U knw ,when u put ur index finger down ur throat & wiggle it until u feel like puking .Did that countless times & it only work twice .Some time later ,I think I got it .I've not eaten the essential RICE for 5 days ?Right .That's a record!
Serve me right for wasting my money on that babi .Should have save it for smthg much more
worthy it ...like .....KINDER EGGIES!!
Well ,for friends ,who knew who I am before 29April this year ,don't worry .Im clean 18 bee .Kays .Since im a nonsmoker ,alcohol is another thing for me to stay away not till im 22 ?Estimated ,not plan .Its true .Im capable of that .I'll rather say something like this which i know im capable of then saying i ll-stop-in-week thingy & don't mean it .End of the day ,I figured it out myself.
Love & Hate.
are 2 faces to the same coin. a thin line separates them.. intense emotions of dislike can turn into the most passionate love if given a chance to blossom, and the corniest of love stories can turn into the fiercest war..
to forgive is divine they say.. and i truly agree. for so many ppl loved and went separate ways.. yet so very few didnt hold a grudge towards the one who said goodbye.
it takes courage to realize that things wont work, and maturity to accept the fact, and wisdom to let it go. and thats what separates men from the boys.
Surprise surprise~
I thought my birthday presents ended long ago.
But thanks for the chip's softy /bed toy .I'll go to bed with it today promise :)
& it match very cutely with my chippy necklace.
Whats great it that both are from 2 people I sayang mary mary much!
& Ziella's treating me SeoulGarden on friday ,last day of school :) can't wait.
Pis(tol) ,RiverIsland date with me !& babi kau selitkan gamba special
pat mirror aku =,=anjat gegerl.
Goodnight & goodluck for FineArts Year 1 students.including me.
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