hell yeah ,I rock.

HI MY NAME IS ANNANA

Saturday, May 30, 2009

this is the part where I go completely crazy because everyone around me is driving me nuts nuts nuts!
Nutsy kuku .Even yas ,hello ?!I was talking to adib sia & u shut me up like that.

FUCK AH GO TO HELL SIAL.

fish :(where u :(:(:(:(:(

Friday, May 29, 2009

today is a fucked up day .I woke up feeling trashy & its still trashy .Didn't get ta eat the Fudge cake I brought back home from work .Yes ,im finally back .Back to no good I can say .I've been spending spending spending my money on booze .Like yesterday .I have the whole liquor to myself yahu .Don't worry ,im not like those fucknuts drunktards .I give the biggest smile .Haha I sound lika moron but just shut up la .Im having the worst holiday here alert alert .I have nothing to do on off days & I am sick sick maha sick of passing by preety girls perangai like fucked up bitch .Ya ya pretty but bloody arrogant cb .For what sia ,u think u have tha hottest boy beside u ?Fuck u .Fuck u very very much.

Yesterday's closing ,my manager was talking abt the addicts .& today ,im wearing a white ,the addicts tee .HAH HA .& then at the backroom ,I was screaming my lungs out singing hands of blood since its playing on playlist & on full volume .ha ha ha hha .What's wrong with me .Anyway
anyone have lagu fuck the mods by exploited ?I want I want I want mine lost :(

ha ha few secs ago ,I was talking abt those songs .& now im listening to some
D-Devil song .I know .I've become this crazy since ,since I snatched ur bloody phone & found out
u made out with some ITE CLEMENTI TOURISM bitch .not exactly made out ,like made out with those mushy mushhy words via text .cheap cheap thrill huh~ SIGH .Don't let me be the bitch & the next thing u know ,I hoked up with ur fucking awesome fucked up boyfriend ,screw u & ur sorries u bitch & u moron .

Yay Yay Yay .I want some boozing .hmmm ,what's happy eh ....Oh !Got my chippy & letter R :)
Thank you pis bloop bloop~

I feel like I've got 3 person living in me .No ...not that split personality thingy .I don't know how to put it in words .Not mood swings either .& its specifically 3 .yeap .Maybe someday I'll explain.

& for now .............................its time to go put some Vaseline.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

HI MY NAME IS ANNANA &
IM GOING OFF ON MY OWN FOR QUITE SOME TIME.

U CANT BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME RIGHT?

Thursday, May 14, 2009

my kinder egg toy collection :)

My inner voice screams for u .You were once there for me but things are different now .You can't see through my eyes & instantly knew what to do .Im just someone whom u knew u love but not worth the effort anymore .I can't reach out to u ,to tell u how my day went by & tell u that im hungry .Like right now ,u would have nudge me if I don't reply to ur msn within a min but our conv is stagnant ,with 2 words reply .I don't smile from ear to ear anymore .I'm neither a princess nor a little baby to you .I don't feel like one .I've tried so hard ,to be close with u but u just strayed away .What if tt I/C pic of mine tt used to be in ur wallet means alot ?U knw tt little things like that makes me very happy .I'd rather have that then the present u gave me .& our lifeless conversations .sometimes I intentionally make u mad cus at least u'll talk to me with abit more energy .I have nothing to say cus I know u won't know how to understand me now.

I don't need to hear the 3 letter words from u everyday .I'd like

to be treated like it.

Now that assessment's over ,I'll have all the time in the world to talk to myself & be like an

emo m`fucker.

Telur masin = FingerLickin` gudd :)I'm still dead beat ,I slept for almost 6hr at

lounge even though I'm surrounded by one the THZA most massive laughters

i've ever heard .continuously sumore!

some fun game they played.

& hoping by the time I wake up ,I could fetch the boy from sch then meet fish

but i didnt get any respond.

I cancelled plan to RiverIsland .Im sorry ,I was really in a i-can-cry-any-time mood .plus

I don't want u to shoik sendiri mcm crazyfrog woman over the apparels there

with me feeling like shit .I also want to sekaki!

next week ,promise :)

fucking sleepy.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I've cut ,dyed my hair .Im frustrated that the stupid hairdresser didn't get me when I

said "I'm keeping my fringe just layer it a little" :(

she go & cut it short.

I DONT WANT BANGS ANYMORE LA.

I just spent $45.95 on toiletries :( My shampoo my toner my body wash my facial my makeup remover & blablabla .Sedih saya .This means goodbye fairwell to RiverIsland .I see u next month.

Tmr is 3D - 1= 2D.

So I wanna describe today.

Today is my 3D assessment .Set-up my station .Shared cloth with fishh as mine was pathetic .Dad sent me to school .ERP cheap ,$0.50 only ,no idea why .I was struggling

with my 2 sculpture crossing the road & I had troubling pressing the lift button.

It was better than last sem cus time was on my side .But I feel like killing Alvin ,my 3d

lecturer because he was still firing my ceramic & it was not ready so I havta make do

with what I have .Cb ah I already did the rough sketches & my final product was a

fucking sickening tabung .Not even related to my research sial .If I get a 'C' ,i will be so devastated .Fuck him for not informing us beforehand abt the

critic session .I was already in my house sia ,last minute somemore.

Briefing never tell .The time when assessment for 3D was hand out ,never tell .During

set-up before 9am ,never tell .Suddenly got to knw there's critic session .Cb or bastard.

Fucking asshole.

If this 3D is something I did unwillingly & effortlessly ,I wouldn't be this mad.

Oh ya ,fuck la.

Im done with 3d .& somehow ,Relaxing when I should be doing 42 watercolour
sketches.= .Well ,for this week ,7 days ,a quarter of a month ,im just breathing to pass
the time.

Its difficult finding friends when ur not a kid .Im just hoping that my friends ,we don't have to part because its gonna be hard moving forward .I've known u throughout highschool & they say people change every 5 years .If ever we could compromise ,or u could at least see what u've become .I can't change a person but hey friend ,I miss miss the gawky old u.

I was craving to let go just abit cus I've never been this hectic ,in terms of sch that is .So I drag amirin & since im 18 ,obviously ,u guys should know what im gonna do .& guess what ,I wasted the whole of it .My tummy couldn't take it I don't know why .Even when its with lemontea & redbull .I was frustrated ,no .disturbed .why why why .I forced myself to vomit even though it was nothing cus I just don't feel good really .U knw ,when u put ur index finger down ur throat & wiggle it until u feel like puking .Did that countless times & it only work twice .Some time later ,I think I got it .I've not eaten the essential RICE for 5 days ?Right .That's a record!
Serve me right for wasting my money on that babi .Should have save it for smthg much more
worthy it ...like .....KINDER EGGIES!!

Well ,for friends ,who knew who I am before 29April this year ,don't worry .Im clean 18 bee .Kays .Since im a nonsmoker ,alcohol is another thing for me to stay away not till im 22 ?Estimated ,not plan .Its true .Im capable of that .I'll rather say something like this which i know im capable of then saying i ll-stop-in-week thingy & don't mean it .End of the day ,I figured it out myself.

Love & Hate.
are 2 faces to the same coin. a thin line separates them.. intense emotions of dislike can turn into the most passionate love if given a chance to blossom, and the corniest of love stories can turn into the fiercest war..

to forgive is divine they say.. and i truly agree. for so many ppl loved and went separate ways.. yet so very few didnt hold a grudge towards the one who said goodbye.

it takes courage to realize that things wont work, and maturity to accept the fact, and wisdom to let it go. and thats what separates men from the boys.

Surprise surprise~
I thought my birthday presents ended long ago.
But thanks for the chip's softy /bed toy .I'll go to bed with it today promise :)
& it match very cutely with my chippy necklace.
Whats great it that both are from 2 people I sayang mary mary much!
& Ziella's treating me SeoulGarden on friday ,last day of school :) can't wait.

Pis(tol) ,RiverIsland date with me !& babi kau selitkan gamba special
pat mirror aku =,=anjat gegerl.

Goodnight & goodluck for FineArts Year 1 students.including me.

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Monday, May 11, 2009

U're like a sugar ball :)

Take care Aini .I ve heard .I can't visit u cus Im totally caught up with assessments.
It's funny though .hehe.

Today I was forced to go to my cousin's wedding .

Friday, May 8, 2009

fish accompanied me at home after her class .I painted & she did her report

while we catch up with each other.

I wanted to go to RiverIsland really really badly but I forced myself really really
badly to stay home & paint & I did =D

Done like 70% of my watercolour.

Lets move on to 2d.

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HURAYY .Mas Selamat have been arrested.

Advantage of staying at home for today .Get to watch

the news!

Mas Selamat was caught at Skudai 25km from Jb.

h ah ah a .All these while ,I've never met him when I go Skudai.

OK SO MY MAIN POINT/CONCLUSION IS:

Mas Selamat can't and failed to outsmart Micheal Scofield.

yes ah .Scofield still genius =)

& he was caught alone I think ,so he don't have a supportive gf like Sarah.

BUT WAIT!

what if what if ,he have a plan tt include him being arrested.

ahahh

Labels: mas slamat da tak slamat

nurfarhhana abdullah in the house !
i cAught nana doing something while painting . (the bra)

she said si bai ! i said pffftt .

okay bye i dont blog anymore .

xoxo f

WAH .I WAS TRYING TO BE A PEST BUSTER & I THINK I WAS TOO
NERVOUS THAT ITS GONNA CHASE ME CUS I HOLD THE
SHEILDTOX THE OPPOSITE WAY .I PRESSED SO HARD BUT IT SPRAYED
ON MY INDEX FINGER .SIGH.BUT I DID MANAGED TO
SUFFOCATE IT W THE TOXIC GAS BEFORE IT
HIDES BELOW THE FRIDGE SO I THINK ITS DYING.

now my sheildtox is empty & I'm gonna leave a note on the dining table before
going to bed.

"I killed a cockroach in the kitchen .If u see it pls throw for me :)"

because they knew I will never kill one alone.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

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Thursday, May 7, 2009

passerby passerby sitting on a tree.
h a t e t a g i n g!

huhu ~ok chill people ,im still cooler than passerby .ha ~But like how come azie & ika knew abt it ?ha ha.

2 sleepless nights completing 2 f.y.p Nw tt I have time to rest ,I can't .I'm too tired ,I can't eat & sleep well .Maybe I need to go shopping at RiverIsland.
ha ha ha perangai paris hilton ah.

I'm to paint for my f.y.p watercolour but I gave up .I googled floats and get pictures of stupid people floating .I want the floats what malay called 'boya' .Forget it

Baek or what !I found the boya already.
ha ha .Guess what I google ."in case of emergency floats"
ha ha ha ha h ah a.

"Ju ,tanye aku mcm mane aku buat filter ni!!!!"
"Wow !mcm mane kau buat filter tu ana?*w xtion smgt facial xpression*
"Aku google!"
*Ju staring like rastaman*

One of the days ,my younger bruthe played a prank on my big bruthe .He put a rubber cockroach on harun's hand while he was sleeping .Ha ha .Harun scream like nenek kebayan.
Then ,he did it on me too .He placed the rubber cockroach in front of my bedroom door .But ,I was smart .I knew it was a fake one because its not shiny .but being me ,I open my bedroom door & push the cockroach away using a paper roll .ha ha ~I was still scared evntho it was fake .Bimbo problem.

I want to layer my hair .It is as bushy as mr.bush washing(ton)machine .Bimbo talk again.

Anyway ,My hp is spoilt .u can still msg me & if i reply means some kind soul lend me their spare hp.

& faris ,don't worry ah ,I won't run with ur money ah.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I found this while browsing thru my old blog .This was the night before he left for

Bali.

I told him I wanted MacSpicy. He bought me MacSpicy at 1am.

Told him im cravin 4 cheseprata. He emptied his pocket & left e coins on my dressingtable 4 my cheseprata.

I told him im cashless. He place the Chocobaby for my snack cus he knew I like it.

I told him im gonna miss him. He gave his singlet with my favourite smell of his.

He puts me to sleep & rest beside me ,under my blanket.He gave me the biggest hug & the slowest kiss.

& he left me 2.30am in the morning.

& he left me for Bali 6am in the morning.

He was & is my boy.

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Monday, May 4, 2009

Oh my god .dhouby gaut.

I just got a hate-tag.

sigh SIGH.

issues people ...issues.

Stepcute .that is sooooooooooooooooo zaman no SCV.

Anyhoo ,dont worry korg ,passerby having period.

I was alone today on a Sunday ,all day .When my family got back frm bukit batok ,I received another birthday present !Another swatch watch from my fav aunt .YAHU BAHU !ha ha .Im craving for chicken cream pasta very very much :(

I didnt eat the whole day & amirin didnt wanna accompany me down to mac for

supper .boohoo .he is a sleepy.

Yes ,things are getting better .U know ,u might not be the worst person i've ever met ,but u did the most horrible thing ever .Knowing u ,didnt expected tt.

Whatever it is ,i wont leave u feeling like what i used to make u feel .ilove u.

HOW TO COOK MAGGIE WITH DSLR.

(dslr hang by the neck-,-)

Wah ,im using a brand new pan mum just bought!So...boil some water.

As u can see im using a pan not a bowl-like pan(the one u use if ur cooking smtg soupy) because its brand new dammit!ha h ah aha.I wanna strip off its virginity~

Alright ,when u see bubbles ,its boiling already .ha ha ha.

Walahh as u can see ,the maggie 'keras' .In other words ,still hard. because it is still the boring rectangle shape.

see ,the maggie soften ,& spread all over .Yeah so u sprinkle the currypowder . (Usually I sprinkle the pwder first before the maggie but I dont know why I got mixed up today ,think its due to the EGGcitement)

WHILE waiting for the curry+maggie to mix well ,u can do a big cup of fruitpunch!

So ....pour just a little tiny winy of the concentrated syrup.like THAT!

take some ice cubes from the ice maker ..WOOOO!! *putcha hands up* ice means chilly .Chilly is good for Singapore weather .S`pore like Sahara desert u know .everyone sweats everywhere .Sweat like pigs.
TARAAA !HomeMade BIG GULP fruitpunch .haiyak.

Ok people ,dont forget abt the maggie !ha ha .now tt its good ,u can add an EGG !makes the dish more...creamy?yeahk!

oh...sidetrack ;while searching for the egg...I found.....

KINDARR EGG !ha ha .so 2 stupid eggs vs my kinder egg .see my kinder ,like gangsta slash hustla ~So fierce looking up .cute uh this picture!

& then if u like spice ,can add chilly padi !I dont know where mum keeps it so I just use the big chilli .(can u see my purple nails .hee~fyi)

wash chilli ,sliced into 3 ,throw inside !See !adds colour to the dish.

stirr ...stirr...stirr..

meanwhile ,I can refill my icemaker thingy .

so that mum wont scream at me!SAVE THE SCREAMING MUM ,IVE DONE MY JOB.

END OF HOW TO COOK A MAGGIE W DSLR
..........
What I do before going to sleep

Aha !Spotted !!empty used mugs left unattended..must pick up ..put inside sink..

Spotted again !empty mugs & bottle left unattended .Take & throw inside sink.
oh no ,behind the scene dslr lense cover spotted !ha ha ha ha ha.

Tadaa !More dirty used stuffs .Everynight I have to pick those unattended stuffs
& wash it so the sink is clean in the morning for mummy to chop ingredients & cook for us :)
thats the least I can do since ive been buzy w schwork.

Then ,I will transfer the water content in the kettle to the blue thingy there !So everyone
can have clean ,germ-free plain water!YAHU.

& I will refill the kettle with tap water which is full of chlorine & germs.

Im talking as if its from JB's tap water.

& I will boil it !So that there will be more water to be refill for tmr!YAHU!
& i havta wait till it boils =,=
the kettle is cute .Because it will give out this whistling sound when it starts to boil.

END OF WHAT I NEED TO DO BEFORE GOING TO BED EVERYDAY

& now....lets enjoy the feast !ha ha ,ya I know I never transfer
the maggie to a proper bowl .Thats how unruly & cantbebothered I can get

& i dont like to use metal spoon for soup.

Ive nver felt this happy in awhile so I shud enjoy this moment =D

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Saturday, May 2, 2009

HAPPY EGG-TEEN(18)TH BIRTHDAY

TO ANNANA :)

29thApril2009.
one of the coolest birthday.
Mum&Dad remembered my day.
Got a conference call from min & zuhrie :)
Birthday wishes saved safely in a Folder.

Ziella gave my first present (painttube!) & phonecall.

Nafa clans did a little surprise :):):):):)

these are the candles from my polar's b`day cake :D

...

Fish was the sweet grape =D ,
She did this 18 presents for my 18th birthday.

Coolest thing abt being 18 ,I gotta ride on

OLD SKUL TRISHAW!!

from bugis all the way to far east.

NO road rules.
& trishaw uncle corner maut!

Uncle ,u should be happy bcause u got hold of a dslr to take our pic !haha.

b`day girl w uncle trishaw =D

but................the most kental thing .One of those presents.....she forgot abt da...

PRICETAG!

HA ha .it was bloody cute .oh its a bodyshop soap.

I told her I have a collection of bodyshop soaps ,tts y.

...

Dad & youngest brother bought me this....

TOMATO SOFT TOY!!

he hehe hee .they wrap it up & place it right in the middle of

my bed =D

I got a cake from family too :D ,although it didnt taste tt nice.
still loved it though.

the sweet grape :)

Birthday girl beside fern plant.

this was actually the kickass lepak trishaw i wanted to ride on at first bt the apek when missing.

Fish bring me to Ramen ten & it means alot

because knowing fish ,she hate sushis & raw food.

Thza....present PEEK-A-BOO.

I haveta describe one of e present .A packet of......

RUBBER DUCKIES!!

A mother ducky w 3 ducklings.

"next time if kau mara ,kau picit picit je itik ni ha ha"-fish.

I've once told her abt having smthg to picit if im very very angry.

and fish is the shit... nafa fish. not that starbucks chic. she hot but im like hawterrrerr... fo sho
(its from this wacky dude we sang 'I need a Miracle' & some Cascada songs in sculpture class .Very obsessed w minah&matrep world ,not tt his one)

She printed some of our pictures....

And I love this picture most !See our litle necklaces =D :) :D

brought to you by ,BabyG & Swatch & a narly ring.ha ha.

BECAK RIDE.

our trishaw go against the pedestrians!take that!

Oh no !Vehicles !Wanna crash w our trishaw!!!

"NO WORRIES~me hero!"-uncle trishaw.

alarmak baboon !traffic jammmmmm...

thru istana park

he he .Advantage abt being a trishaw......

NO ERP DURIN PEAK HOUR!!!!

yahu!

END of wonderful trishaw JOURNEEEH!

to ziella.

thank you .You should know why :)

Jesicca's Partayyyyyy.

Friends ,thanks for making my 18th birthday kickass.

Fish !U made my 18th birthday triple kickass.

thanks for the time & the little yellow letter.

watch out for 9August .....its ur turn.

So by looking at some of the things

like my new soap ,my birthday wrapper ,my new paint ,the purple balloon im holding abv,

u shud know that purple is me.

I miss the presence of ayu & kin in school.

Oh ,I got 2 Kinder Eggies from ziella&fish.

Wahh piang ,18yrs old ,still get kinder eggs.

SO WHAT .nice ah the chocolate.

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