Secondary 4 (me pig)
Because I miss being a kid .A kid waking up at 6.45am every morning on weekdays ,wearing a bagpack ,taking bus 60 & hoping not to be late .Now ,here I am ,17 going 18 in 3 more days with big responsibilities & I am not ready .To take a step forward to being a young adult .I don't want to go anywhere further than this .I ve learn too much things .I ve had too much 'beentheredonethat' kinda thing.I have 3 draft saved already .I know if i post it ,it will ruin some things that can be make do .I don't know .These past 4 days ,I ve been an angry child .So angry so so angry ,fish heard how I cried like a little kid over the phone .How she saw me in my most ridiculous character at Market Place .I'm too preoccupied it made me like this ..Its more to angry then frustrated .There's so much angst in me ,I don't even know who I am.
Im a tauran & according to my horoscope ,not that it matters but somehow is true ,we don't like changes .I don't like changes when I like something .Take example my vanilla scent &my green contacts & my love for sex bands .Well ,I dont know how to put it here in a nice manner ah .its gruesomely babi if I let it all out.
Labels: not yet close to being happy