If I could turn back time.
Just once.
It ll be that time when I sat
with u on the beach.
Sands on our butts.
& I revealed smthg tt I knew
was a mistake.
A fucking big Mistake.
I cant probably change things now.
Now tt its blown out of proportion.
& there s nothing in this chaotic mind of mine
can I do to help.
Im stuck in between my braincells.
Dear fish,
because I care so much
that im still finding a way.
to make it all go away.
To make it better.
Im still finding a way.
Stay with me ;just a little more.
im still the statue I was talking about.Everythings gonna be fine.
love;na.
p.s philosophical bloggers make my head dizzy.
& to u.

for being there ,whenever & wherever I needed u.
maybe im just too difficult?
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