Besides ,i'll be working on that day so whats the
point ?I don't know .Maybe because I've been wishing to have
a date for Valentines Day for almost 3 yrs.
So for this Valentine ,I don't even want a date.
I only want a cookie.
Im sad .I don't know .When I finally have the time & no reason to not be happy
about with life ,u alway have to take it all away from me.
take away my smiles ,my energy.
What's wrong ?what's wrong with me having my own life & us being
friends ?What's wrong.
I wish I could turn back time .Turn back time to where
I don't even have any boyfriends .it would have been easier.
It must have been easier.
When I tried to be nice ,I tried to be friendly ,u get carried away.
what am I supposted to do .I've tried explaining to u countless times
making u understand every single word tt came out from my mouth ,its pointless.
cause it'll be back to square one.
u're so good at killing me softly.
& im so good at hurting u.
Stop it .Because I don't want to hurt u anymore.
Let me go .Don't make me do something
tt I nver want to do to u.
Im fcuking furious .Fcuking fuck fuck fuck shit dammit
gahhhhhhhhhh suck balls asshole shitheaddddddddddddddddddddd.
I dont even feel like talking to anyone,
They get on my nervessssssssssssssss .AAAAAAHH shit ,im so full
of angst right now i feel like crying .I feel like crying to a stranger who 'll
try his/her best to console me .Yes ,I need a stranger to listen to me than
give me a hug.
Listen to what I have to say & make no judgement .Oh dear stranger.
where are u.
i need u.
oh dear stranger.
im so angry.
fcuknights fuckheads.
I hate boys.
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